Friday, October 26, 2012

SHE SAID: You told me everything was gonna be ok...eventually even tho it hurts in the beginning like a virgins first time. fell for the dreams you sold me even when things got messier than krispy kreme creme filled doughnuts. I GAVE YOU MY ALL!!!! but your excuses become more hard to cope with than a senior citizen with hiccups with a speech impediment. claim to love but continue to put me in stressful predictaments promised me change thats why i was willing to ride for you like the president. told me every one and every thing else was irrelevent hard to beleive when in your phone and facebook all i see is bold face evidence wont make eye contact with me like a person who becomes bashful and shy due to a compliment! a heart once filled with love now forms and develops RESENTMENT!. call me insecure yet you keep your phone face down as if u werr prepping it for doggy position "TIRED OF THE HOLD UP WAIT BABY LISTENs YO LIES GON MAKE ME PUT MY HANDS ON U LIKE A PASTOR AT CHILDS CHRISTIANING!! called me insecure claiming i was lacking confidence not realizing your lies cut me deeper than surgical incisions. had me thinking i was hallucinating as if i was drugged up on ketamine second guessing my self esteem you left a stain onmy heart noticeable like blue jean dye on a fesh pair of white sneakers.."YOU TALKING LOUD BUT IAINT HEARING SHYT SIMILIAR TO A CAR WITH A RAGGEDY SOUND SYSTEM"!what you sold me sounded good but LEFT A BAD TASTE IN MY MOUTH! like food with missing ingredients.
(laughs sarcastically) FUNNY! me questioning you got you beligerent now you professing how much you love me but in the same breath yelling you need time away as if you was at work and requested a greivance.
HE SAID:

BLAME GAMING me yet!! FALL for the same LINES expecting something new!!! as if you waited in line to purchase a pair retro jordans you bought two years ago. NOW before things get messier than spaghetti on baby bibs things with us a go alot smoother if u didnt expect so much like waitresses tips. worried about the past instead of the future reciting your ABC's forward is alot easier than reciting your ZYX's backwards Asking your definition of a good man is just as pointless as asking a blind woman whats her favorite color she can describe it but dont see it when its right infront her!! LISTEN I LOVE YOU BUT!!.........